hello,

nothing was ever smooth sailing. maybe its the choices that i make. i try to draw strength from hope, but every now and then it deminishes with time. i thought if i tried, something would happen but to no avail. i'm starting to lose whatever faith that's left. i have a choice to make, but it will mean having to step back into what i stepped out of. i don't know, really. i just need a light, i need to know that there's hope yet. i need to know that even if i don't take this step back, i'll be alright.

what's my purpose? what what what? arghh.

byebye.

i'm not a star.