tonight i feel the things that make me upset, once more.
it doesn't have to be this way really.

please, stop taking me for fucking granted.
i worked hard, so stop spending my money for me which really is on yourself and stop being so fucking calculative when you don't even bother paying me back for anything.
it only makes me afraid to be with you.

why does money always have to be an issue. why?


damnit.