Wednesday, July 27, 2005

i'm confused. i know i shouldn't be selfish, i'm apalled by my thoughts. but i know that if i'm not, i won't get anything done. so if i decide to be ignorant and selfish about it, would you forgive me? could you forgive me?

everyone is fucking selfish, would it kill just for me to be selfish this time? i'm sick of thinking about yous all the time, cause its always me at the losing end. i'm sorry, i'm really sorry. it doesn't feel good to be selfish. its eating into me already even before i decide what to do.


i apologise.

1 Comments:

Blogger astralrae said...

its a dog eat dog world out there babe....in a way u have to fight for what u want... dun get so depressed over something so small alright?? i knoe its hard and its uncomfortable.. but its a cruel world sweetheart.. i sound like i'm so cynical but i guess sometimes we have to face it yah?
love u.

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