i'm trying my hardest to forgive, i don't want to live with this painstaking angst in me. it consumes me and ruins everything, everything. i've lost myself in this angst and anxiety.


how do you forgive?



i hope you disappear.
all i want to feel is indifference.

betrayal
hurt
mental abuse
physical abuse
pain
angst
silence
time
worthlessness
plastic
lost
alone
all these and more, you've made me feel. take it back with you.





"you only wanted me, the way you wanted me"