i'm too sensitive.. i know.
and its not something i want to be feeling.
maybe i'm just afraid of being left out.
maybe i'm just afraid.
maybe i'm insecure.
maybe i'm too edgy.
maybe i'm afraid you'd forget.
maybe that's why i 'hate' you.
maybe that's why i am who i am.
maybe that's why i only see the bad side of people.
maybe i don't want to be nice anymore.
maybe i purposely forget.
maybe that's why i shut up.
maybe that's why i pretend that everything's ok.
there's no balance between good and bad.

nothing's nice about this place.
nothing's worth anything.

maybe..

shit, i forgot to cook rice for dinner.