this is me.. now.


bad, beyond recall, cynical, dead duck, dejected, demoralized, despairing, desperate, despondent, disconsolate, discouraging, downhearted, fatal, forlorn, futile, gone, goner, helpless, ill-fated, impossible, impracticable, incurable, irredeemable, irreparable, irreversible, irrevocable, lost, menacing, no-win, past hope, pointless, sad, shot down, sinister, sunk, threatening, tragic, unachievable, unavailing, unfortunate, unmitigable, up creek, useless, vain, woebegone, worsening.


i'm better off dead. seriously.