love can sometimes make you blind and also deaf.

i've made you up to be this perfect person.
that in a way i am afraid that if i got to know you.
i would be disappointed.
so maybe it's best this way.
i've heard nothing but nice things about you.
and i've had the experience to be out with you. just once.
so i think you're a pretty good catch.
but you're not mine for keeps.
not now not ever.
all i have are photographs of you.
i'm not ok. but i'll be alright.
anyway you couldn't possible like someone you barely know. could you?
i couldn't. its not possible. right?

goodnight poo poo. maybe i'll dream of you again tonight. i could sleep all day, cause that's the only place i get to 'see' you.

maybe i just miss you.