unoticed.

who am i kidding.
this isn't so funny anymore.
sillie lala has to come back down to reality.
this is ridiculous.
it makes me irrational.
it causes silly unnecessary sadness.

i swear i thought i was only going to be at su's place, so i wore really lock cock.
and then we met stef and pei in town for dinner.
who knew we made last minute plans to go down to zouk.
i was in my i am feeling.. t0 shirt and jeans and haviana's.
super casual.
but it was good fun. we had fun.
my legs are aching.
and its been a while since we stepped foot in phuture. considering the fact that its always super crowded and pushy. phuture wasn't that bad at all.
well..saw sherilyn earlier on in town, talked a little bit although i have to admit i was kinda hostile towards her. it was awkward. i was trying to keep up a smile. i guess i've passed that stage of dislike. after all we're all grown up now. we should know better.
and then i saw mr. poo poo by chance at phuture. he didn't notice me. but i was there. he looked pretty damn fine in the dark. makes me wonder if it is the same person i went out with. oh well.

gotta get my head and hands started on my fyp.

these days i'm just out of sorts, my mind and speech don't go hand in hand at all. i get things wrong and i'm awfully more forgetful recently. stef says when i grow old i'd prolly have alzheimer's disease.

to stef darling.. glad you two are alright now. its good to know that you both can communicate your feelings. its all part of a relationship. but trust that we do understand how you feel we've all been through that situation somehow though not completely the same, but we do understand. we're all only a bus ride away. anytime..


:: you've introduced me to the moment
but I'm looking to stay for good.
The nights are forever and maybe I'm wrong,
but it feels like I'm so lost without you.
So I step towards the heat,
it's the way I can see,
and it makes me believe that it's you.
i'm sure that without you, I'm giving it away.

<3