sometimes life can get lonely and unbearable and i feel all alone.
i can't find solace anywhere.
not even within myself.
these days it feels worse.
restless.
left out.
disappointment.
just plain dreary.
everyone's so busy with their shit.
no one gives much a damn.

do we really need to be in a relationship all the time?
is that the stigma today?
do we really need love?
its tiring and rejecting.
it doesn't seem to end well.
the timing always seems wrong.
when we are in it, sometimes we wish we were out.
but when we are out of it, we wish someone would come along and sweep us off our feet.
when then will we EVER be satisfied with what we have?

i am feeling.. jaded.
to put it simply.. i'm f**ked up.

i think its just me. silly lala.