it was a sick joke.
joke's on me again.
left me in tears.
you couldn't imagine the happiness i felt. the disappointment was far worse.

lin is right.. being happy will only make you sad.
and there are far too many disappointments for now.
and there is only so much i can take.
but at the end of the day.
i know that i have got friends and family who care.

God is humourous really.. is this his way of telling me NO?

bye bye.