i took the silly pill four months ago.
and it hasn't worn off yet.

the side effects are unbearable.
:: for one it makes me fat.
:: obsessive.
:: DELUSIONAL.
:: irrationality.

its slowly killing me.
i feel sad over nothing but my imagination of you.
this is crazy.
i'm crazy.
i don't want to be silly anymore.
it hurts to be silly too many times.

i can't stand myself.
kill me pretty please.