Saturday, November 13, 2004

my pocket has a huge hole.

clubbing was fun yesterday. it felt different.
though most of the time it was only me and stef. it was good fun.
the atmosphere was different. i enjoyed it alot. though our legs were really tired and our knee caps felt like they were gonna give way. partied till four plus.. we needed a break really badly. and we left the place at fiveish.
thanks stef. i had a great time. i really did..
sasha will be a blast too.. cause besties are all gonna be there (i hope). see its the company that counts.

saw many imitataion poo poos along the way. one with a goofy ears cap. he's not local. but poo poo is still the best.. no imitation how real can compare.
hmmm.. though poo poo wasn't there i was thinking of him. so i may sound a little obsessive.
haha, its not like as if i know him really well. but just feel a little attraction to him.
i hope it will go away soon.

i guess stef is right. i dun wanna get involved in anything at the moment.
i should concentrate on the other factors of life.
esp school. i wanna do well. but i'm clueless at the moment.
i know its selfish but i'm just really tired of relationships and i dun think at this moment i could even commit.
i found my way back like you said. i'm happy now. i've got things going for me. i dun wanna screw it up.

i like kenny. he's a nice guy. really funny unknowingly. no no.. ppl please dun think funny thoughts alright.

i'll be going for a religious break soon. i'm a little scared actually. the last one was really bad.. left me feeling confused and fucked up. it was really pressurising, that's not the feelings i'm supposed to be feeling right? but i'll have faith and believe that this one will be different. i know it'll be. right lin? haha.. we'll have fun baking in the sun and playing in the water. it'd be a good break before we start sch.

to jun: we'll go mambo together yea.. and laugh and try to keep up with the steps and just have a plain fun time. and when the music sucks, we'll go back to phuture and maybe i could show you who poo poo is. haha.

3 Comments:

Blogger muffin. said...

oh yes yes..it was pretty damn fun wasn't it?!lets club till our legs turn wobbly and jellyish again.
SASHA SASHA SASHA SASHA!

15:52  
Blogger lamb said...

well i expect alot from the camp dear. cos i reallie thirsting for God. and i think no one shld pressure u abt anything. and if anyone do.. its ur choice to feel pressurize or not. anyway lets spend the week knowing God and seeking God for direction k? toast to the sun in sentosa....

00:47  
Blogger Jun said...

who is poo poo?! is it that guy u told me abt?

00:17  

Post a Comment

<< Home