i'll never let you go..

i figured some things out yesterday.
and maybe i was too afraid to admit it for fear that it could be good.
i let my fear get in the way. there's too much at stake.
a person's feelings at stake.
come what may.

i had a nice time with the dudes and the dudettes at indochine.
alot of laughter. but it was emo when the guys left.
i really thank god for this bunch of peeps.
i guess we are going through a rough patch now. but we'll ride it out soon. and be happpie.

ser: don't think so much ok? i may not understand fully what you are going through but i feel you. and i guess at the end of the day just do what u feel is right. u know yourself what is best.

lin: i was serious about hooking you up.. haha!!

su: its not that i'm happier when i'm with them. its really a different chemistry all together. i'm really happy when i go out with you guys too. just that maybe cause we dun spend much time together anymore. i'm sad when we don't. and there was a point when we drifted a little apart. when i had the time vaccumm with me, and the people i saw more often then were ser and lin. and no we will never let people ever spoil this friendship. but now things are better i guess. i think we should really spend more time together. and i understand u can't, cause of other enagements. i understand.

stef: do what's right ok. i know you do know what you have to do. and right now u're happy. but don't take too long ok. the longer you take the more pain you'll bring to yourself. i know its much easier said then done. u know i've always been supportive as long as you were happy, but this time.. i would have to disagree with you, but i don't blame you.

kat: i freaking love you. haha.. wed let's go party!! u need to unwind. too much stress at work. ooo.. geylang serai too.

we shall all go mambo together ok.. and stef, u can ask kenny along.. i'm sure certain people will be really happy.

learning to breathe - switchfoot