i dunno what to say or feel about you anymore.
u called me dear in your msg this morning.
u never call me that, not when you are thinking about someone else anyways.
all you want is me to get the ipod for you.
why?
why do you treat me this way?
u only come to me when you need a favor.
dun deny it.
u know it and i know it.
u chided me when i din talk to your friend n for making her feel awkward. please!
and me? i wasn't awkward? u din care my dear.
its always about you and the person you like.
i hate the way you flirt around like there's no tomorrow.
i hate it even more when you flirt with me.
i detest it.
and maybe i detest you.

i really wish that things were different. but not anymore. if there's one thing i regret in my life. its being crooked.

i guess when you really care about someone you would never in a million years put them through this crap. so dun say you care. u only say those things when you are emo. your words are meaningless now. i hear you but i'm not listening.