got back from camp metamorphosis a two days ago. i must admit that though there were times i really wanted out i did enjoy the camp all the time i was having fun. mary was like the joker, as usual.

yesterday had a bbq in celebration of my baby bro's birthday which is one month away. there really was not enough food when my peeps came. haha. there was no chill or balachan present. its funny really. gene had fun, and i'm glad that this bbq was a success for him. he can be a brat sometimes but his my baby bro and i love him despite all the irritation. he's results will be out in two days, i wonder how he will do, feeling a little scared for him. just pray for the best.

i'm having a major headache of which i pray will go away when i go out. and my fever seems to be worse. feeling so cold. and my nose keeps leaking and leaking.

i need sleep.
i need peace.
i need you to understand.