my conversations move me to tears one after the other. not a bad thing i guess. i have no idea why these tears formed. maybe from all the tiredness. the weariness is getting to me. and i guess it shows. i'm losing my patience. losing hold on myself. going insane terribly insane. feeling lost. i'm unsure myself of what i'm feeling. wth. just gonna have a good time in kluang.

i'm trapped and i can't find my way out. i need a light. just a small one. soon? maybe tmr?

YOU frastrate me.